The friend!!

The friend!!!

A fleeting glance at the sky and the effortless movement of eyes can spot this beautiful thing . The moon. It’s pulchritude numbs my senses and puts me asunder from, the virtual world , I breathe in. Its presence rams in me ,the necessary transition energy to jump from my existing energy level to a higher one. Its my entry into a sphere, where every labyrinth in my mind is bustling but still the sphere I am in, is as tranquil as the moon is.

Some things and some relationships in live are just ineffable.Some times it inspires me .and sometimes makes me feel abysmally low. I adorn the white mask it wears and the way it makes itself appear so calm and smooth with so many rocks on its surface.
It gives me the strength to climb the tallest mountain ever, the oomph to shine amongst the stars. The waxing and waning of moon is analogous to the mood tides I go through…One moment I feel all cheerful and in the next you will find me sitting in the darkest corner of the room with a gloomy face.

I have had a loads of ren·dez·vous with my friend.. But some of them still stir the strings of my heart.. This is one of them….

One fine day, late at night, when the sky was as clear as a crystal., I was sitting on the table, in my balcony, in Pune completely drenched with boredom .Then I met my old companion, after ages..amisdt the hustle bustle of college life, new friends.. I felt guilty that after so long I was free enough to share a conversation with, my evergreen friend. U know whats the best thing about him,, he doesn’t complain and is an pateint listener…He gives me enough space to spread my wings, and fly high….My tete a tete wid him lasted the whole night….the surprising part is ,we both were silent, just staring at each other,but what was so special about the silence was that, it was not uncomfortable…. it spoke volumes. We shared our lives in those moments….The after feeling of my conversation still lingers in my mind. It feels so superbly amazing…..its like u found a long lost friend.

MAKE A DIFFERENCE.

Human rights are the inalienable rights every individual is born with. These rights to human race are like the quarks to an atom. but as the human race is advancing towards the zenith of civilization paradoxically it is becoming more and more disregardful of human rights. we all know the about the gross violation of human rights in the world today.
With an objective to help people and ensure the proper enforcement of human rights, SYMBIOSIS SOCIETY LAW COLLEGE has formed a committee called THE HUMAN RIGHTS CELL. It was established in 2002 by RACHITA BANSAL ,RAY VIKRAM NATH AND PRIYANKA CHIRIMAR.This cell is unique to symbiosis law college and various projetcs under its umbrella. One of them is MAD-MAKE A DIFFERENCE.It aims at inculcating good habits amongst under privileged children and provides them with education which would help them to become informed citizens of India. It also instills in them a feeling for the need of further education and make them realize the importance of English. For the same classes are organized every Saturday. Right now this cell is operative only in pune but soon would spread its wings all over India.
07/07/07- THE GLOBAL HAPPINESS DAYWell on global happiness day ,the members of the MAD CELL organized a party for the children.This day made a difference not only in the lives of these underprivileged children but also a Positive change in my life. The party was held in room no.201 (my classroom). Though I am not yet a member of HRC but I out of curiosity I eneterd the classroom.It was filled with innocent shouts and laughs of children ,never heard before. The children were bubbling with incessant energy. We all played musical chairs .antakshari( hw can be a party complete without this game??) ,football.We danced ,walked in the rain and painted the town red with the celebrations of world happiness day.The children also made a banner for MAD CELL with their handprints using different colors.All of us were so happy , with the children that we became oblivious to the worries and tensions in our life. These beautiful souls helped me realize that HAPPINESS DOES NOT LIE IN ALL THE GREAT THINGS IN LIFE BUT THE LITTLE THINGS THAT WE DO FOR EACH OTHER. I sTiLl MiSs THeM.. :-)

WHEN THE WORLD TURNS IT'S BACK...

Oh god! Why is it me always? What sins have I perpetrated? I cannot bear it anymore. My life is like an inferno. I am burning in it. I have nobody by my side, no confidante. Oh god I hate this drossy life of mine. I don't want to live please free me..please I beg you .. Well I know every teenager might have screamed the same emotions at some point in his/her life. But my friend be strong. Don't wilt like a flower. Never allow these transient circumstances to fill your life with abhorrence and pessimism.My friend the day u feel that the world you are living in is alien to you, the day when your heart cries in agony and pain, the day when you are tired of finding answers for all the happenings don't lose your heart. Just stand in front of the mirror and discover a new friend. Yes you ,yourself . He is the companion who will help you to sail through this thorny phase of your life. Gather strength and courage from your own spirit. Trust yourself. Believe in what you do. Remember you are a god's child. You are the storehouse of infinite innate powers..Gather audacity from your true self. Seek direction from your inner voice ..you will never be misled. Trust me friends.If u are convinced that what you are doing is right just do it .Believing in yourself is the mantra and leave the rest to god. Don't worry about what people think. The world is selfish. It is filled with wicked and false people who live a disguised life. They always carry a paint brush and paint a manipulative picture according to the situation.dont bother. Just trust yourself and remember that your spirit is your soulmate.its the purest form of any entity. just listen to what it has to say. It will help you.It will never betray you. So whenever you are shattered .tired of ur life..the day when you start hating yourself.just talk to the friend inside you and you will find the answers!

AN UNTOLD STORY

OCT 2006-MAY 2007
this stint of my life has peen pretty unusual..satiating with surprises.adventures,new facts,new ideologies...it has been the source of sea change in me some positive and some negative ..some i wish to oblieterate and some..i wish never aleinate me!!!

THE BEGINNING:

wanting to be in darkness,,,(so ur days ahd become my nights and my days ur nights!!confused??? to be simple i was living in india but following US timings)staring at the ceiling...AND hating the sour taste in my mouth..i used to lay down..everynite used to pass by abiding the same routine...reflecting over my past decisions...trying to have a rosy outlook to life and working out new destinations for my life to head to. asking questions to myself ..mydays used to pass by and i reamined just thesame
creast fallen..dejected humgry(for???) numb...as i had become..i used to remain lost, perpleexed.i could not focus on my daily chores..i could now define myself as missing searching and a little lost!!!..i was so bitten by the poisonous the monster that my orkut profile had this caption..slowly i stared fearing that this beaten path is becoming my habit....i guess i had sectretly staretd enjoying and before it could become my addiction i knew that i need to bump it off

THE END:
FINALLY ONE DAY i freed myself from the fetters,tried to see a ray of hope whenthere was none and most of all listened to the omens of god( does alchemist ring a bell??)
and followed a path which was maktub..known liitle to me but exixted for me..the pathi wont say was smooth but was not as hard as it cud have been becausee maybe i was prepared for it all .or to be exact i had become a stoic.nothing in my life cud moveme..i had accepted anything and everything!!! the path i was treading upon now opened a whole new world to me...new people...some cold some freindly and some really wierd it took me to places......made me strive for what was missing in my life..and after all those days of hardship and toil...here i am finally in symbiosis society law college.

PS:THIS IS A JOURNEY OF MY LIFE WHEN I WAS ENTIRELY AIMLESS AT ONE POINT OF TIME(OCTOBER 2006) TiLL MAY 2007..

FROM HERe I EMBARK UPON A NEW JOURNEY..determined to leave my footprints whereever i go!!!

SO HEY PPL WISH ME LUCK!!