OCT 2006-MAY 2007
this stint of my life has peen pretty unusual..satiating with surprises.adventures,new facts,new ideologies...it has been the source of sea change in me some positive and some negative ..some i wish to oblieterate and some..i wish never aleinate me!!!
THE BEGINNING:
wanting to be in darkness,,,(so ur days ahd become my nights and my days ur nights!!confused??? to be simple i was living in india but following US timings)staring at the ceiling...AND hating the sour taste in my mouth..i used to lay down..everynite used to pass by abiding the same routine...reflecting over my past decisions...trying to have a rosy outlook to life and working out new destinations for my life to head to. asking questions to myself ..mydays used to pass by and i reamined just thesame
creast fallen..dejected humgry(for???) numb...as i had become..i used to remain lost, perpleexed.i could not focus on my daily chores..i could now define myself as missing searching and a little lost!!!..i was so bitten by the poisonous the monster that my orkut profile had this caption..slowly i stared fearing that this beaten path is becoming my habit....i guess i had sectretly staretd enjoying and before it could become my addiction i knew that i need to bump it off
creast fallen..dejected humgry(for???) numb...as i had become..i used to remain lost, perpleexed.i could not focus on my daily chores..i could now define myself as missing searching and a little lost!!!..i was so bitten by the poisonous the monster that my orkut profile had this caption..slowly i stared fearing that this beaten path is becoming my habit....i guess i had sectretly staretd enjoying and before it could become my addiction i knew that i need to bump it off
THE END:
FINALLY ONE DAY i freed myself from the fetters,tried to see a ray of hope whenthere was none and most of all listened to the omens of god( does alchemist ring a bell??)
and followed a path which was maktub..known liitle to me but exixted for me..the pathi wont say was smooth but was not as hard as it cud have been becausee maybe i was prepared for it all .or to be exact i had become a stoic.nothing in my life cud moveme..i had accepted anything and everything!!! the path i was treading upon now opened a whole new world to me...new people...some cold some freindly and some really wierd it took me to places......made me strive for what was missing in my life..and after all those days of hardship and toil...here i am finally in symbiosis society law college.
PS:THIS IS A JOURNEY OF MY LIFE WHEN I WAS ENTIRELY AIMLESS AT ONE POINT OF TIME(OCTOBER 2006) TiLL MAY 2007..
FROM HERe I EMBARK UPON A NEW JOURNEY..determined to leave my footprints whereever i go!!!
SO HEY PPL WISH ME LUCK!!
